After months haven't wept at all, last night I finally wept ..melted for minutes but then tried to clear the disappointment and pain by fixing my on-coming-website, chatting with old pal, eating and drinking a lot and listening to old songs.. I found Röyksopp-Only this Moment, one of my best songs years ago, and realized that this song really has good lyrics ..and still i'm recently listening to it..pretty good to ensure myself that everything's is OK . yeay!
entah mengapaaa saya lagi seneng dengerin paramore-decode (Twilight OST) mulai suka lagu2 bginian lagi. haha. *teringat masa SMP, suka lagu2 smacam ini, masa2 being gothic dan suka jalan2 di harajuku, masa2 hmpir tiap hr ngeband di musro SRITku tersayang sm tmen2 sekelas , intinya masa2 norak lah, pencarian jati diri wkwkwkwaw*
dan saya sedang berusaha membuat project iseng2an dgn tema lagu ini, mudah2an bs bagus. amin.
thanks to ~bhrly *dr curhatan dia* dan ~apieceOFme *scr tidak lgsg mlalui si bhrly* yg ngingetin ttg paramore
malam minggu yang payah. ga jadi hunting bareng dia dan teman2nya karena sang ibu suri alias mama datang ke rumah. nenek cerita ke mama klo selama sminggu ini gw ga behave. jalan trus pulang malem. bangun siang. pas minta izin sm sang ibu, she said, "ngga, hr ini km di rumah aja". jengjengjengjengggggggg. grrrr.
anyway, i got someone to introduce *finally* he's my new 'mate'
Listening to: The Moldy Peaches-Anyone Else but You
Reading: mid-term test materials. Dermatology books.
Watching: story of Pete and Irina.wakwakwakw
Eating: fishy cuisine
Drinking: air putih dingin
Nov 4, 2008
11.00 > saw the doctor. got the 2nd allergy examination. and sh** it wasnt my McDreamy who examined me. sayang kali.. 12.15 > had a lunch with ~Miaaow and attended her psychology experiment class as an intruder. 16.30 > finally home. took a shower. relax. 18.30 > met ' Pete'. hit the road. took photos. gave the 'greenlight'. 22.00 > finally home again. tired. 23.40 > uploading photos. DeviantARTing. facebooking. chatting with ~agie and my campus mates. 01.00 > ' Pete' phoned me. 02.00 > zzzzzz..
anyway, why are there so many new deviants coming up with FS alay's 'syapa dsana?'??zzzz..
Reading: mid-term test materials. Dermatology books.
Eating: fishy cuisine
Drinking: air putih dingin
i found an attractive young intern doctor today *fyi, his face and voice remind me of my ex's brother hahah* LOL. he's a dermatologist at the Allergic division di salah satu rumah sakit di kawasan jakarta pusat.*yg udah gw ceritain mohon jgn disebut di sini demi menjaga privasi kami berdua hahah *. well, i cant say that i've got a crush on him. not yet. but he's a gud guy i guess. interesting doctor. he threw some jokes and we had silly conversation while he's examining me*almost-30mnts-examination, lama bgt yak haha*. dong2. well, he's successfully cured my allergic and my six-feet-under mood many thanks to you, McDreamy. oh. and we're going to meet again on Nov 4th to see the improvement of my recovery